So, I just sent the revisions to the separation agreement to his lawyer. I'm pretty sure he's going to be furious, even though I'm hardly asking for anything. I really can't wait until all this paperwork is over with. Part of me wants to be done with him. Each time I receive an email my heart crawls into my thoart and cuts off air.
I had a horrible dream about him last night. I still dream about him....even tho we've been separated for 6 months now. I just want to know when I will get over this. I want to be rid of all these horrible feelings of one day being glad I'm not with him, to the next where it breaks my heart that he cheated on me and is already with someone else.
How long does it take to get over this sadness? How long does it take to be able to be with someone else? What am I doing wrong?
I don't have any urge to meet anyone. I hibrinate and only go out with people I know, like my family.
What am I doing wrong? Why can't I really start living?
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